So Hard To Believe

You have told me a million times

That you would always be there for me

and although you say those words,

It is still so hard for me to believe



Do I trust that you are being honest

and then end up getting hurt

It is a hard lesson to learn

When you are still the one who puts your hand in the fire, not thinking that you will get burned



We have known each other a lifetime it seems,

You are the one who always pops up in my dreams

but I still have a hard time believing anything you say

but in the end it is a wait and see if things will go our way



You have told me not to worry, that everything will be fine

but before you those were only lines

I would love to trust and believe you

but I still need time before I do



You have told me a million times

That you would always be there for me

and although you say those words,

It is still so hard for me to believe

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