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Dead by now
Woke up to my lover's greetings in dismay
"Have a great day today" it would say
As soon as the sunrays struck,
I knew I ran out of luck
My stupid eyes still fluttered
like my prayers never mattered
Slept through the rumble
I lost the gamble
I'm still here
Why am I still here?
Where is the noose?
Needed some push
A brave soul enough to hate me
What is the use
of all this fuse
when there's no more powder to ignite with?
Has Jupiter descended yet?
I would like to face him and buy his tears
Banish me to Hades, I'd beg
It's a sweeter death than you keeping me here
in my bed at night
sinking, drowning, out of breath
frigid, wishing I am dead
Shouldn't I be dead by now?
The winds still blow
The sun still rose
My stupid eyes still fluttered
My prayers came unanswered
Or maybe the answers lie
between the eyelids that struggle
or the soul that slept through the rumble
Eighteen hours later,
I would still wonder
Why am I still here?
How do I get away from here?
heooooo ginsy
long time, you. I am always looking for bright light anywhere - always. wishing you brightness.
Depression sucks
Thank you, my friend! Depression really sucks. I've been dealing with this for some time now. I wrote this months ago but still holds true. How are you? I hope youre well.leave some comments on my other newly posted poems. Love lots!