Sleepless nights

lonesome time's

I toss and turn without

you here to hold me close

So I won’t fear.

Here I lay holding,

Your bear with furry green hair,

I hold him close and very tight

Wishing you never left my sight.

I lay and stair

Out the window all night hoping

To see you in the sky

So I could kiss you good night.

My heart won’t sleep

 Until I know if you really let me go.

In my heart I do not see

 You falling out of love with me.

I hear your thoughts all the night

Saying I miss you come hold me tight.

Here I am praying to God our

Love will be strong it could never go wrong

I miss you Doug

So very much I want to feel

Your heavenly touch,

I want to hold you close

so I can snuggle

With the one I love the most,

My heart wont rest

Till you are safe,

I am sorry for my Ways,

I should have never took you

Down that road now

I’m Left sadly alone,

Sleeping will not be the same

Til are souls Are one the same,

 I’ll wait all the sleepless nights

Till we speak and make things right.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

to the man i love and miss the most

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MARGOT's picture

hold on

i can hear the pain u are going through, i look ofr to read u next poems of recovery. ;)

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