You held me by my strings like a puppeteer
Directing my every move
Demanding my every whim
I clung to those strings like lint to a sweater
I attempted to be something other than me
Grasping to the notion of husband and wife
Without allowing myself to see the full picture
You had your pick of the poison and you chose liquid death
Already traumatized by the poison
I could not see your sickness for what it was
Many many moons came and went
Then suddenly I had no choice but to see
That you needed help I could not supply
Petrified of taking the world on, on my own
And raising two growing boys on so much less
Still, I felt suffocated and frozen in a hopeless timeline
Those strings you held me by became tattered and frayed
You neglected my needs
So, I dried up from my roots and tumbled away