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jumping up and down

dancing around

laughing at everything

laughing at nothing

seems like happieness

seems free of stress

seems like it's all well

but really it is hell



pondering on carrying out self abuse

life or death which will I choose

holding a weapon in my hand

I wonder if I really can

could I really do it

I guess all along I knew it

I wish I could tell

how much it hurts like hell



feelings collided together

will I ever get better

I keep going deeper into this

I feel it but I don't know what it is

everything is so messed up inside

I can't understand it though I've tried

I'm under some evil spell

and it hurts like hell



moods change again and again

everchanging, it has no end

one minute I'm up, the next I'm down

I'm in the sky,than I'm on the ground

just when I think I'm stable and doing better

my mood changes again, will it be like this forever

I am so sick of being so unwell

this is hell