Small Indulgences

 

I’m not that typical type of person most people now seem to be.

 I don’t smoke, drink not anything provocative

 I cut.

 But I have my own reasons.

 That great rush of adrenaline,

 Initiates the feeling of numbness.

 Though it may sound overly done it.

 I tend to keep it in line.

 Seeing visually what people damage on the outside that doesn't show the damage in the inside

 That it’s able to get inside and hurt all in it’s path.

 Watching skin slowly give way to the blade,

 OH so easily.

 Blood slowly gushing out,

 Staining the end of the blade and,

 And running down the arm.

 I know that I should stop.

 But I can’t.

 It’s my way to cope,

 Making myself numb so it blocks out the pain that,

 Is slowly eating me away…..

 

allets's picture

Sounds Like Surgery

Just give me anesthesia! I did not miss the point, I'm  Just Bein' Stella