Trapped

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deep within.

Can I ever let these feelings out ,All I want to do is shout .
I keep them locked in , and everyone locked out .
Why can I no longer enjoy this life , all I want is to slit my wrist with a sharp knife .
I will never be the same , I the only one to blame .
I look in the mirror and I hate who I see , I ask myself who am i suppose to be ?
Cannot seem to find myself , I keep every feeling bottled up on a shelf .
I tend to push everyone away , I try my hardest to wish , hope , and pray .
To change not to stay the same , I am the one to blame I blame myself for all my shame ,
wrongdoings , hatred , coldness , and my mistakes , what will it fucking take ?
I used to love to be happy , loved , wanted the sunshine , even the rain , now all I see and feel is pain .

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Nobonumb's picture

love it

love it


Nobonumb

facethetruth2b's picture

Thanks , it is not my

Thanks , it is not my favorite ....


you laugh at me because I am differant, I laugh at you because You are all the same ...(KoRn) J.D......

dogs4life_77's picture

i love this, i have been

i love this, i have been there and this poem seems to hit every thought i had. It sounds exactly like what i would say :)


amber nicole

facethetruth2b's picture

THANK YOU , I know alot of

THANK YOU , I know alot of people can relate to alot and it helps to put it down on paper so you can access what your feelings are ..


you laugh at me because I am differant, I laugh at you because You are all the same ...(KoRn) J.D......

saiom's picture

May God who answers to all

May God who answers to all names give you immediate joy
this moment and always... each way and all ways
I hope you smile at the mirror... for there is no one but you
with your important mission in the entire world
Please keep writing.
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