To Cry When it Rains

I know what it's like to be hurt so deep

that you don't want to live anymore.

I believe in the Lord, but still I weep

as I think about how she closed that door...



It still hurts to this day, but I keep on going.

Sometimes I wish it would go away without me knowing

how it feels to hurt like that. No one should ever have to.

How could she do that after claiming that she loved me too?



Sometimes it's easier to cry when it rains

as I think back about how much pain

that I felt when she hurt me like that.



I know what it feels like to have friends who care

so deeply that they'd give their life for me.

I don't believe she is really aware

of how close it came to being...I don't think she sees...



How much it hurts to this day, but I keep on going.

I really wish it would go away without ever knowing

how it feels to hurt like that. No one should ever have to.

Why would they do that for me? I'm just a blind man too.



Sometimes it's easier to cry when it rains

as I think back about how much pain

that I felt when she hurt me like that.

Sometimes even I feel the shame

when I go back to that place again.

She has no clue where I was at!!!



Lord what do I do?!

I don't want these feelings anymore!!

I give them unto you!

Please open up that door!!!

Come in and catch me Lord!

I'm falling hard to the floor!

Please save me because I need you more!!!



Sometimes it's easier to cry when it rains

as I think back about how much pain

that I felt when she hurt me like that.



I know what it's like to be hurt so deep

that you don't want to live anymore...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I would like a certain person who might read this at some point to know that in writing this...I forgive her...

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Amy Huweart's picture

love it. almost made me cry. very touching and to the heart. keep up the work!