Can't Get Out

In my head again.

I can't get out.

No one has an ear too bend.

My thoughts are too loud.

I'm trying to stop this fretting.

I'm trying to be the better man.

My brain keeps forgetting

That i have somewhere to land.

People say "follow your heart",

I think that's bullshit.

Always end up back at the start

Because my heart always seems to miss

I'm tired of going through this life

Feeling like a backup plan

So i pray here tonight

That peace finds me where i stand.

I give up on everything else.

No more hate. No more love.

Both to me are just like hell.

Until someone is sent from above

I don't know what I'm gonna do.

Is it worth this feeling again?

Never thought it would come from you.

I guess now we see what I'm here for.

Now we see what I'm all about.

Help me with my head Lord

Because I'm trying, but i can't get out.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I am trying to fight this battle, but it's harder today. Idk why. I'm tired. In all ways I'm tired, and i desperately need rest and reassurance. Doubt I'll get either, but time will tell.

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saiom's picture

  God answer your beautiful

 

God answer your beautiful prayer.

 

"My thoughts are too loud."  I once asked someone to stop reading my

   mind and he replied... 'stop thinking so loud".

 

The Course In Miracles says 'the body need do nothing'. I found that

when I accepted that and truly relaxed, the energy began to come in

like, as my teacher says, dew into a coconut.

 

Imo you don't need to get out of your head.. just let peace flow into your

head and through your brain arteries.