journal 1

even if i were left alone forever i may not hve realized it. or even if the world was square, i may never know. right now i am aware of no surroundings as if i float alone, but not as in water but in the spacious universes of love. i know not why i write of this, but it come naturally to me, as i have fallen in and out of it over and over. yet through my loving stares i can never budge an inch towards them, but only stare like a monkey in the trees. its obvoious they see me or at least the feel me there, because they seem uncomfotable of amazed to see i care. i might as well jsut rhyme it now, for a poem its turned out to be. but that is the only way, it seems, to really express me. and as i sit to write it down, all this feeling thats inside, it seems forced sometiems as if instead of trying to express the truth, its me im trying to hide. you dont know me, nor yet see me, so dont you judge me yet.just live your life b this one rule, you deserve just what you get.

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