Words From Shaudi: The Finale

I have no voice it's not my choice where I'm headed

Everytime my heart gets stomped I just pick it up and rethread it

To the frown on my face that I wear

Just in case, in this case, my soul cannot repair

The bubbly person I used to be

Would once again be inside of me

I sowed my heart but it's still bleeding through the seems

I'm sitting here, no longer thinking clear

I just want to make my sorrows dissapear

I see the light at the end of the tunnel

I'm not going to make it

As I fall what I see surprises me

You reaching your hand out to help me

I'm back up, back on my feet

Tonight there will not be a death on this street

Then you took my knife from me

Flip my whole world upsiddown

Turn me around
And stabbed me in the back repeatedly
You bring me up, you tare me down

But you will not control me longer

I will not spark the fire of my fear for u to ignite it

I refuse to give you a chance to grab a match and lite it

If you do grab a match give me my soul back

I fear you but I will never let you know that

I will not scream to please you

Never be heard for you my cry

Nor a single tear leak from my eye

The meeting of Shaudi and Envy

Where my future will bury my past

Shaudi I lay you to rest

With your words spoken and this time heard

With no more pain in your chest

I give you to the past

And I embrace who I am now

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