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This is Envy welcome to my mind
I killed the soul of Angie
To make room for mine
Do you think to what was happening she was unaware?
No, she was more than awake to her nightmare
Where her soul went neither her or I know
Which made it all the more harder for her to let go
She saw the change in her face and she studied it
She saw my face and my voice rang out through her music
I changed her and she found herself
As she was finally satisfied with herself
It was a disturbance for everyone else
She was labeled as wicked, unstable, and crooked
But she saw nothing wrong with who she was
And she was deprived of happiness because
She is not permitted to be herself
And with this she cannot express herself
Her only hope for acceptance is miles away
How can she make it a million more days?
She walks to her mirror and crys to herself
Brushing her reflection with her fingertips
I've heard what she's whispered
I've seen the movement of her lips
Seeing more I could not bare
Watching her live a lie
And day after day ask herself if she was still there
She smiles for other peoples happiness
She is not who she is because of what they wish
She lives a lie because of a stereotype
But at least she knows who she is on the inside
She has lost so much but refuses to hide
She brought dissapointment, sorrow, and shame
She lost the only person who believed in her fame
Although she has lost more than she has gained
She continues to build a passion onto her name
Angie we'll be together soon so dry your eyes
You'll be ok
Keep me in your dreams and we'll survive
You are not alone I'm in your soul
Keep me there and we'll always be whole
Think of your future in your darkest hours
It gives you a reason to smile
