Your Temporary Forever

i want to crawl away from this life
i want to leave like you will
my hope for us is gone
like it thought it would come true
i am a fool for believing in us!
why would God give me everything ive ever wanted?
why would he let my dreams come true?
i dont deserve it
im only a temporary love of yours
u dont want me forever
and i will live alone like i predicted
i will leave u alone after you leave
thats probably how u want it to be
im so hurt right now i just might
no...i cant
but i want to so bad
i want to so bad
not more than this have i wanted to
if i make it through i dont think ill be the same
give me back my heart my love is not a game
that dream gave me hope and for awhile i was on cloud nine
but i fell to the ground again for the millionth time
happening you said it wont
and there i lost my hope
but you gave it back to me
tonight there will not be a tragidy
confusion happens to me
but im over it
im not complaining
u told me something ive been waiting to hear
you my mother and my sister are the only reasons im alive
but i am still dead inside
but my heart continues to beat
and for them and you
it will always to
and our love will be true
intil i die
i will swear my life to love u

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