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Guardian
Ive completely lost my sanity
while you, your beautiful
can i be emotional?
you deserve the best of which i am not capable
your my angel
a guardian
to prevent my burial in the garden
I'm not pushing up daisies I'm throwing you roses
tossing aside all the complications
and opening my heart for u
i cannot tell if the warmth i feel
is depression or love my heart is yet to heal
God had to of answered my prayers and sent u to me
after all, you are "gift of God"
and i will not take u for granted
as i know your time with me is limited
and i hate it to be
when u leave i will be crushed
but i will let u go if u need to leave
because u can do better than me
i am just a servant compared to a king
whip marks on my back on the ground down on one knee
the shell of my demon burning from your beauty
and tears escape my eye
should i even try
why would he love me?
i have nothing to give him
nothing compared to what hes given me
hes inspired me to corrupt my insanity
and interrupt its building of an evil fantasy
I'm intertwined with her mind
and it intrudes on mine
running over it like flagstone
unwilling to realign
again i go over what i cannot bear to think of
knowing you will leave me eventually when i am on the brink of
a phrenic breakdown
i am only as smart as i make myself
along with her knowledge of the underworld
and its a shell that i put myself in when i sleep
someday ill wake up and my life will be just a witch's dream
and maybe then i can actually sleep
but for now i am distraught by upcoming events
when i am alone i will be blind again
and i will turn against the path i am on to happiness
and walk into darkness again
