If I Were Gone

I walk while all of you rush past,

A spinning carousel too fast;

I reach for you through sudden vertigo,

But lose my balance as I go.

 

I try to speak, but laughter grows,

So I hold back what no one knows.

I sing on loop, a quiet refrain,

You call me strange, a passing name.

 

Look at these eyes: red, worn, and dry,

These rough hands asking softly why.

My fingers lined with calloused skin,

From holding tight to silent pain.

 

Each day I fade a little more,

Like distant waves along the shore;

And if one day I’m truly gone,

Would you turn back... or just move on?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this poem about feeling invisible while everything around me keeps moving, and wondering if anyone would notice if I was gone. 

 

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