I was punished.

all the things that i did, rest a sured i was punished.
punished not only by a man, by a holy God, by a guilt inside.

Inside it eats at me, like eve eating the fruit upon the tree,
that God forbade Adam to feast.

Inside it stabs me over and over again, by the pain that sears
threw my veins, and pulses threw my heart, and mind.

God im sorry that i allowed this all to start, i wish i mit,
i close my eyes tight, and i hope and pray, that there is
another day.

another day where i can see, and feel you standing next to me.
I broke your heart into pieaces, and now im here to see it release.

Release into a million broken shards, and watch as they fly like shooting stars in the sky,
as then fall and fall, like tears from a broken soul, from someone who is no longer whole.

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Through my veins?

When God punishes me, I lose big time. It's about making a wrong choice and enduring the consequences. Then it is about forgiving yourself, because God has more important things to forgive. - Lots of Love and Prayers - Lady A