Gabby!

Gabby

A name I know so well,
So completely, so sweetly.

Gabby 

A girl I used to know,
Who used to be my girl.
Now is a name I dwell.

Gabby

You tell me,
You soon will be visiting.
That you wish to take me
To a hotel, leaving your man for the night.

You want to spill your love out,
All for me.

Layed out on a bed,
Like a goddess fallen the sky.
You smile up at me, with a twinkle in your eyes.

You slowly undress,
Making me watch.

As I take off my own, and lie beside you.
You jump on top of me, and began to tease me.

To kiss, and bite me,
As I touch you slightly.

Making you shiver,
And shake.

 You wisper in my ear,
I'm going to relax you my dear.

As you were always good at,
Calming me, taking my ill emotions away.

She will take all my hate.
And turn it into. Sexual release.
Something she believes.

Gabby,
I dont know if I want this,
I don't know if my heart can take it.

Oh gabby don't touch there!
Oh shit, she went there,
Too late.

She has me were she wanted me,
And now it is too late.
I'm hers to play with,
And my heart is soon o break,
All over again.

Gabby.

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thisisme789's picture

I can really see the pain,

I can really see the pain, and the desire in the poem. Good work!


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Elfy's picture

Its something that mit

Its something that mit happen. Gabby wants to come down here this summer to see me and visit her uncles that she left. They are all really cool guys, they love me to death. But i dont know if i could handle meeting up with her, cause things always seem to happen, so fast around her, i dont even get a chance to think about right or wrong. We just fly into shit, and i dont know if i could handle doing anything with gabby now after she broke my heart. THough i still have deep feelings and desires for gabby, and always have and prob always will, i dont want to be her toy, but then again, i do want to be. Cause iv wanted to be for so long, we waited so long to claim each others desires, to be each others lovers, but now that we arent togeather, i dont know if my heart can take it, cause it would hurt me, yet please me, cause i wouldnt want it to end, or let her leave again. I dont want to be her one night stand, but iv never been able to tell her no, my heart doesnt allow me to. Iv always loved her. She moves me in ways that i cant explain. Idk what to do.


-Elfy*

thisisme789's picture

Yea. I could tell that it was

Yea. I could tell that it was either something that you were thinking about, or that had already happened. I know it's hard to love someone so much, but know that they hurt you once, or even more than once. I know this probably isn't what you want to hear, since it's not very helpful, but you'll have to think about it. Think about how she makes you feel, and how she makes you feel when she leaves. Think about whether or not it's worth this pain, to see her again. Or, you could try figuring out ways that you could say no to her with. Maybe bring Kyle as back up, or something like that...


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