Its all in my head.

Its all in my head,
the thoughts that
turn my eyes red.

Its all in my head,
the dreams that iv had,
and the words that where said.
I hear them all over again.

Its all in my head,
the past shall never end.
The memories will stay,
and never go away.

Its all in my head,
the days that I dread,
I live them over and over again.
The days wont be done,
till my life is gone.

Its all in my head,
the fantasy that i hid in,
ill never hide again.
The childhood escape,
is no longer where i reside in.

Its all in my head,
the life that i lived,
stuck in my past,
wishing to be freed at last.

Its all in my head,
this shit needs to end.
Im tired of living this way,
I need to get out, and live
my life today.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Talkings about what its my head, what i think about, what i dream about, where i spent my childhood. Hiding inside my mind, trying to escape, and ignore time. I used to pretend i lived in another world when i was like 5-8. That mystical creatures existed, that magic , like wand magic, was real, that giants and imps, and witchs where real. AS every child has their own, way to escape,there fantasy world, there imaginary friend, I had mine.
I out grew that world, and i closed that child hood gate forever, but i still remember.
But i still live in my head, to try to forget that things that happen. I wonder through my thoughts and memories, like a scrap book that should be burned. Somethings arent ment to be remembered, and somethings should be forgotten for good.

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thisisme789's picture

='( it almost made me cry!

='( it almost made me cry! It's a great poem!


<3

playbunny's picture

wow

I loved this one. Thing is I relate to that. I had this problem in 2008. I was freed of my horrible first husband and I am living again. I will check out your others poems :D


Hollie C. Barringer

Elfy's picture

Thank you. Glad you liked it

Thank you. Glad you liked it :) well I'm glad that your away from him, and that your living happily now. Best of wishes. I'd love that! Lol I love comments


-Elfy*