What happened to forever?

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You were there for me,
every step of the way.

And I truly believed that u would stay.
You promised me you would never leave,
that you'd be there forever, forever with me.
You told me that You would never hurt me.
You knew my long past.
You said that my heart would be protected, as if made of glass.
That You would lock it away so it could never brake.
You said that I was the one that brought you back from,
the mistakes you made.

That I was the only one that made you feel this way.
That you would do anything, even die for me.
You told me that no one could break us apart.
Not our familys not our friends, not our enemy’s,
that we would be together till the very end.
You told me many times, that I was your world.
You asked me one day, if id be there for always
and I told you id never leave. Id always stay.
You kissed me many times, and told me you'd never lie.
That I was perfect in your eyes.

Everything was happy, everything was right
Till the day my parents said that we would never be.
We kept that secort from them, and they never knew.
They would have said Fuck you. They would have told me no.
To forget all about you. And that they did.
They told me to stay away, to move on with out you.
I fought all night, and all day,
Just for them to meet you. To give u a chance.
But they still said no. I cried a lot that day.

But we remained together,
Cuz we promised forever.
Then one-day you said we have to end this.
That I deserved to be with someone I could see.
That would be there for me.
I begged you no, and said "baby please don’t go."
That I don’t want anyone but you.
That we would find away around.
But you said "I hate this as much as you do."
"I wish I didn’t have to say these words."
"It rips my heart in two."
But then u said those words
Break up.
"WE have too break up."
I said "no , no we don’t."
"Please don’t." "Please don’t leave."
I asked him "what happened to forever?"
He said that" he would always love me".
That "he needed to think."
That "he was getting into trouble"
And so was I.
He said that "he hates this".
That "he feels the worst."

We Paused:______ then,
I told him "he hurt me more then anyone"
"That he killed my soul".
"That I hope he goes to heaven,
Cause im already in hell."
I told him that he lied.
About how he:
"Told me forever, he told me together"
"We would always be, no matter what no one would get in between."
I believed so stupidly and gave him my heart.
But now the stitches are ripped apart
Now im bleeding. He broke my heart.

He said "I never wanted that, I never wanted to hurt you".
He said "we will be back together when your out of your house".
"That ill be back to get you. Cause ill always love you."
But he "needed to think."
I told him "ill let you think, take all the time you need."
"But you better not take too long,
Cause when im out of this house, ill be ready to leave."

He asked me "where I was going", I told him," I don’t know".
"But I don’t have a reason to stay, at least not anymore."
I told him "he can think, but when that day comes,
He better catch me, or ill be gone."

"And it will be too late."

Author's Notes/Comments: 

To Jp.
Written-2009.
When he walked away and left me.

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thisisme789's picture

Omg honey! Awww! That makes

Omg honey! Awww! That makes my heart burn! I'm so sorry boo!


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Elfy's picture

Its ok. WE are over it now,

Its ok. WE are over it now, and are friends again.
Though he still loves me, and still wants me to be his, we still are friends through it all.
Im not angery with him, for leaving anymore. Im over it, its in the past.


-Elfy*

thisisme789's picture

That's good.

Yea, I get that. I'm just sorry that you had to go through that!


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