Hole in my heart.

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I once had a hole
inside my heart.
Were it would always bleed.
It would bleed for all the unkind words once, said to me.
Or for all the hits and screams
that were layed apon me.
It seemed as if i was ment to hurt.
Thats y my heart would bleed.
My childhood was quiet and sad
there were never many friends to be had.
I was differant and no one understood,
how much iv been threw.
They laughed and made fun and they always won.
But that was fine i lived on.
I went threw times, when family died.
and it made me always cry.
I always belived the hole in my heart
would continue to bleed.
Till the day it became you and me.
You made the hole that was once so deep,
not have to bleed.
You stoped the flow of blood
and closed it up with your love for me.

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Written- Summer 2009.

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thisisme789's picture

It makes me so angry that you

It makes me so angry that you were treated this way! I wish I could have known you when we were younger! I wish I could have been there for you, and been able to be on your side!!!!


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Elfy's picture

Dont, shit happens. Nothing

Dont, shit happens. Nothing you can do to stop or change it hon. It happened, its over, i deal with it. Me too, would have been fun to have another friend. I was a shy kid, so when i lived in Florida from birth till i was a few days from turning 11, I didnt have many friends. I was the odd kid. Nobody wanted to talk to me, or hang with me. I had 3 guy friends, and 2 girl friends, one of them though lived in texas for skl year, and came down to stay with fam for summer. So i only saw her for 2/12 months per year.


-Elfy*

thisisme789's picture

wows. That's sad! We could've

wows. That's sad! We could've been, like, a group of oddities! Me with my ADHD going nuts, before I had medicine!


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