A daughters Tears.

Why is it so easy for you to make me cry?
When I try so hard, to keep it all inside?
Burying the fear, anger and the pain,
that slowly drives me insane, on those bad days.

Why is it so easy for you to make me cry?
How do you get inside my mind, and twist my thoughts around?
How do you make me think, that im truely nothing, and tear my heart away?

It would be easier, for you to let me run. and disapear today.
Then for you to just try to change my ways, try to change the game,
try to change everything about me, expt for my name.
The name that i hate, cause its one that you gave.

Why cant you see, why cant you know, why cant you accept, and come to terms,
with reality?
Reality, that im not going to be, anything that you want me to be.
Cause the only person i want to be, is who i am.

Why is it so easy for you to make me cry?
Why when you havent been who i looked up to,in a real long time?
Why does it still bother me, when i hate every bit of you?

Why is it so easy for you to make me cry? :(................

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Thanks again dad- For making me cry.
One day I hope, the tears will stop.

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wisdom's picture

EMOTIONS

you remind me of a girl i once knew and you right with so much feelings and emotion like this things happen to you if you hideing behind your poems or is it your only exscape do what you have to do cause this poem also is great> :(...


wisdom comes from God

Elfy's picture

Who do i remind you of? i

Who do i remind you of? i write with my heart, and my soul, cause thats where my words are. And most of the things that i write about, do happen to me, or have happened in my life. Some though are about others, or things that happened to them. But this poem, is about something that happens to me, on a day by day bases. I hide behind my poems sometimes, but they tell my storys, they tell my thoughts, feelings, emotions, and bundle them up for others to read, to learn and expierence. And sometimes it is my only escape from the bad days, and bad memorys that i live through everyday, it keeps me sane i guess. Its like writing in a diary, ext in a poem version. Thank you, im glad you liked it. And dont be sad.


-Elfy*

twisted_soul's picture

you cant be everything and

you cant be everything and that includes nothing, you are someone. dont change ur name its the name i've come to love. but if i think of it a name is like hair no matter how many times u change it its still u in there.

Elfy's picture

I know. and im not changing

I know. and im not changing my name. XD


-Elfy*

thisisme789's picture

wow. That is a sad poem! It

wow. That is a sad poem! It makes me sad for you, and mad at your dad, for hurting you!


<3

Elfy's picture

Its ok, you deal with the

Its ok, you deal with the cards that your delt. Life moves on, either way. Dont be sad, dont feel bad for me, i hate it. Its not your fault or your problem, so dont feel bad. It happened, it hurts, but you live. Im mad at him too.


-Elfy*