Dead for always

I ran up to my room, with tears inside my eyes,
I close the door, and fall to the floor.
And then i begin to cry.
Tears streaming down my face,
to fast to wipe away.
I let them fall, where they drop, as I lean against the wall,
for the 2nd time today.

I release the built up anger, pain, and misary,
when my mouth lets out sobs, and crys,
that nobody should ever make, in their life.
I wail, and sigh, sob and cry, but nobody notices,
nobody hears.

Oh how i wish i could get out of here.
To just fly away, or run today,
or even drown my life away.

IF drowning was a possiblity, id drown in my tears,
"HEY DAD, "heres a thought, keep going, maybe one day-
-you'll noice , when my body lays cold and gray,
Dead for always."

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Because of you, at times, i feel so dead and it has been for always.
Till the day, ill escape.

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thisisme789's picture

Aww honey! That's sooo sad!

Aww honey! That's sooo sad! It makes me feel like im going to cry!


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Elfy's picture

Dont cry for me. All it is is

Dont cry for me. All it is is a waste of your precious tears. If your goin to cry for anything, let them be happy tears, for i will be free in 7 more months. Free from the things and people that hurt me, that haunt my memories, n that make me feel the pain, anger, and hate, that i have trapped inside my body. Alot of bad things have happened to me, but i do my best to deal and get free from them. They are my past, and my present, but never will they be, my future.


-Elfy*

thisisme789's picture

Wow hon, that's deep. I'll

Wow hon, that's deep. I'll try to make sure those tears are happy for u!


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Elfy's picture

Thanks

Lol wow it rlly is deep XD didnt relise it was lol n thanks


-Elfy*

thisisme789's picture

it truely is! XD and ur

it truely is! XD and ur welcome =D


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