I miss it...

I miss it,

I miss seeing the blood run,

and the tears that followed.

I miss feeling physical pain,

rather than emotional.

Being able to control when it stops,

and when it starts again.

The way no one has to know,

it's a secret release,

a sick way of healing.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Absolutly no one is allowed to comment or question me about this, just understand I was pouring my emotions out in a non-selfharming way.

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