true beginings forced to end

all i did was everything wrong i forgive you but you cant hear me , im sorry.



set you free  with no reason selfishly. you plead with me not to let it be blind to my self i couldent see, you were the olny one truly becide me.

careless i flaunted my freedom form your care. i had offers of short timed fun every where, defenceless i ventured into forbiden lands my armour bare.

speeding forward with no control.in desprate serch of a lovers atractive pull. thirsty always i have no soul. i was never rite this i now know.

i was runing from the empty space right next to me, i tighten my walls and kill the lights its still empty becide me,i cry every night at the blackness right in side of me , i shut them out because no matter how hard i try its still so empty without you here with me.  



i have only had one true begning started to build and mold a path, But ive been forced to end      it all with a single knife.  



even when im dead you still wont here me.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

its funny how sorry you become its cute how numb it feels when the olny thing you want and need you forced to leave.  good bye forever i now know wishes come true . love does exeist and their is ONE person out their for every ONE but iv already lost her

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