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not again
my insides scream
im crashing things
breaking things
punching my own reflection
threatening to die
but instead i just cry
and cry and cry
with no reason
and every reason
theres things i just cant obtain
my sanity
im just not the same
so much can change within seconds
but with minutes i burn
anger ...so much anger
then im just not angry
im jus hurt
curled in a ball
pain stronger than i blast before
except this time my experiences dont make it hurt less
but so much more
and i contain it strangely
knowing one day I'll break free
and this anger will swallow me
because i fell in love
again
but this time i can say that
the coldness has covered me
froze me to keep from rotting to the core
my heart says not again
but it hurts more n more
