Trying

I understand
when you been single after heartbreak
you go through so much
trying to put urself together again
sometimes starting from scratch
and the new you falls in love with itself
making it hard to fall in love with others
who could love you if you dont love yourself?
how come it feels like if you love someone else
you give up to loving yourself to love them
fighting back in forth
making it seem like its impossible
to balance it all out
so tricky and yet it happens
me looking at you ,looking at me
thinking you wouldnt feel what you do now
if i wasnt this person who is loving myself
or would you
finding myself saying no and yes
at the same time
thinking i was so strong
and i was
it took alot to love myself
and it would take more to love you
I'd never think I'd be scared
but i dont wanna lose me
in the intertwining of bonding
of loving
but im learning at my own pace
what else can you ask for
if im still trying
even if im failing over and over
im still trying

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