"I can't face him-the effects"


I can't face him. I can't look him in the eyes..

Because I know that if I do, I'll see our past there.

And then I'll start to cry

I ruined it all, by breaking his heart.

I ruined our perfect world.

Our world together, beyond this one

Our world together, no one could break it-

Except me.

And I did. I didn't mean to, but I did.

So many times..But he never fully healed

Until now,

And so I can't face him.

Can't look at him now.

I can't face him- I can't do this!

I can't see him, standing there

I can't look him in the eyes, and I can't pretend he's not there

Because I can't take my eyes off him, but I can't let him see-

Can't let him see the effects our breakup had on me.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Another breakup poem for Hee-chan

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Understandable.. I miss my ex boyfriend every single day and it hurts SO much to look at him.. because as you say.. I see our past in his eyes, and I try to act like i'm not looking at him because I don't want it to show that i'm like.. scarred forever from that one relationship. Nicely worded.. someone understands me.. that's good. Please check out my poems sometime.. I have alot similar to that.