I don’t want you

You know, 

I don’t even like you. 

I just want you to see me. 

I don’t even want you 

But I want you to need me

I always have to talk to you 

You never fucking listen 

You roll your eyes when I talk 

You think I’m always bitchin 

She never has to yell 

So you think that she’s so fun

She doesn’t have to carry the load 

So you think that she’s the one

You look at me with anger 

You look at her with lust 

You look at her with wanting

You look at me with disgust

You laugh with her so casually 

You smile and share your time 

You look at me with hatred 

Why do you think I’m blind? 

You know, 

I don’t even like you,

And did I mention, 

Though I don’t even want you 

 I just want you attention 

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October 9, 2018

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