She is I

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The pain she feels inside

She is in an endless ride

 

Her empty soul

Has been eating by furies whole

 

How can she ever feel the way she did before

She doesn’t remember how it felt

She seems to forget more

 

Every minute that goes by

She feels worthless, she wants to die

To have the guts to say goodbye

To this world that passed her by

 

Her scars remind her everyday

Of the pain that will never change

 

Even when she stopped hurting herself

She still feels in hell

 

The hurting will hurt

Till her last day on earth

 

She will never overcome the pain she feels

She doesn’t know how long she has to deal

 

With all the darkness within her

How much longer will she stand?

She is holding on a thin strand

 

She can’t cope anymore

She can’t smile like before

 

She is looking in the mirror hating her reflection

Everything needs correction

She doesn’t want perfection

Just love and affection

 

But she is ugly for that

Who would accept her?

She is unattractive and fat

 

Her people say they love her

But they never noticed the pain

 

Maybe she doesn’t speak

But her eyes are dead and weak

 

They never saw her begging eye

They are blinded by her lie

 

 

But if they really loved her they would’ve known

And who knows is busy on their phones

 

She is crying for help

She just wants to rest

 

Forever her pain will last

She wants to be known in the past

 

Because she wants to give her last breath

To the warmth of greeting death

 

She is so close to her ending

She is done with pretending

 

She is looking in the mirror

I am seeing death nearer.

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OWL3119's picture

Keep your head up

I absolutley love your poem! I can really feel the heart behind it.

I can see you are really hurting, and i know it doesnt feel like it will ever get any better, but trust me it does. 


Ps: keep your head up. you are amazingly talented.

 

DelusionalPoet's picture

Thank you very much! I won't

Thank you very much! I won't stop believing that it hopefully will get better. Thank you x