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Once Fallen
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Stories Sitting on the bus thinking to myself
oh man what pain I have caused to myself
I thought over and over again
how could I have fallen?
How could I let myself get to that state?
Why did I forget about God's precious grace?
I remember the details so clearly
How could have I gone into such impurity?
I look at myself how I was blessed
that no one ever got pregnant
Now I sit here and wonder
why he should have but didn't let me go
I know now that he has something better for me down the road
The memories come back to haunt me
and I can't escape
they just seem to overwhelm me
anywhere, anytime of the day
At times just taking my breath away
And my breathing becomes contsricted
I try to remember all the blessings
but still the pain is somewhere deep inside
I just can not explain, all I can do is cry
