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Being a person who values the happiness of everybody around me

and being a person who was raised by a great father

and strengthened by great women

I want to

bathe

all your darkest corners with light

and cure what ails

with a secure breeze to propel dormant sails

but I find myself

time and time again

in the precarious position

where I've opened up to available women

with profound, euphoric results

briefly

followed by the inevitable reality

of their silent lucidity

learning how to master their dreams

without me

Confusion

over time

Doubt

Anger

Panic

Pain

Change?

Disappointment

My younger self was defensive

casting blame outward

bellowing, 'why does this happen to me?'

but the origins of truth really exist

today within my own rooted persistence

Sure

I can offer kind words of advice

Hug your puppy

be supportive if need be

I can be valuable to you, if you want?

but for my own sake

the meter is always running

and i know

the thresholds

of what my time is worth

I cannot unequivocally commit anymore

for a Milky Way's return in malnourished soul