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I've become someone

That I can't live with

Can't deal with myself

Losing it again

I've become someone

That I can't live with

Can't deal with myself

Losing it again

Forced against my will

To stand beside my own reflection

I just can't take

The person staring back at me

It's haunting me

Driving me insane

I'm losing it

Going out of my mind

I just can't figure out

Where I went wrong this time

I feel like I've committed a crime

TO lose the one I cared for so much

I feel like I must have died

To lose the one I loved this time

I've become someone

That I can't live with

Can't deal with myself

Losing it again

I've become someone

That I can't live with

Can't deal with myself

Losing it again

I just can't seem to find

My way out of this hell

This nightmare I'm trapped in

Falling down to my knees

Knowing that I failed again

I feel like I'm going nowhere

Stuck in my pain

No way to escape it

It's taken over me

Losing my mind this time

Laying here without you

I feel as if I still have something to prove

To prove to you

To prove to myself

And I know I'm losing it this time

And it's just to much to take this time

And I know if I don't do something

I'm going to lose you this time

I've become someone

That I can't live with

Can't deal with myself

Losing it again

I've become someone

That I can't live with

Can't deal with myself

Losing it again

I'm trapped

In this web of guilt

This web of pain

This web of sorrow

It feels all the same

Like a helpless insect in a spider web

It's my dieing day

Unless I can escape

Escape to go on and live another day

Escape this web

Escape this web of guilt

Find a way out of here

Never to return

But what if I can't find a way

A way to escape this time

Then I'll fall down and fail again

As I become the prey of death

This time

I've become someone

That I can't live with

Can't deal with myself

Losing it again

I've become someone

That I can't live with

Can't deal with myself

Losing it again

So maybe it's too late

This time

Too late to make up for my mistakes

This time

Too late to apologize

This time

Too late to rise up off the ground

This time

But maybe this time I'll go on

And choose a different path of time

Go on and continue my life

Go on and continue to love you

Go on and try to make up for my mistakes

Go on and win you back one day

I've become someone

That I can't live with

Can't deal with myself

Losing it again

I've become someone

That I can't live with

Can't deal with myself

Losing it again

I'm losing it

This time.....