I sit here in my room, lonely and alone
The blade has cut deep and I have hit bone
One question screaming through my mind
Why is it that humans can be so blind?
No one sees the pain I feel every day
Even if they can help it to go away
The select few I've chosen to confide in
Each one of their betrayals is a scar on my skin
They said they wanted me to be happy
That they'd be there whenever I felt crappy
I should have realized the lies from the start
But now all I am left with is a broken heart
As much as I hurt, I wanted to help them
I tried to heal, they decided to condemn
Left with no other option I gave up trying
Now in this beautiful coffin I am lying
There is nothing of this world that can save me
Soon I will depart from it and finally be free
Free from the damage received and inflicted
Ironic, this played out exactly as I had predicted...
Normally, although this is a very depressing poem, I would still like it...but, my ex-b/f(friend of 7 yrs.) just killed himself, and he was probably thinking the same thing on the night that he did it. I am one of the people that let him down I'm sure, not intentionally, but in his mind I probably was one to betray him in the long run.
~Gentle Breezes~