Nutshell Life

D. E. A. F.

Have you ever looked at your life and thought that you should be more.

that you should change your ways and answer the oppourtunity door.

Have you thought about why you were placed here on this earth.

I haven't. I have known I was worthless and a waste since my birth.

I know this is very  sad.

I'm crappy so, be mad.

I'm very pretty or  cute.

I might as well be mute.

Don't feel bad for me. Because I don't want pity.

No one can help that my life is just plain shitty!

I want nothing more than to be normal. fit in

to have kids my age like me. Is that a  sin?

I am so alone out here.

No one wants me near.

But still I want to try.

so I won't have to cry.

Alone. I want friends.

Not ones that can end.

But no one wants me.

I'm not all I can be.

And that says Im a loser.

worse than a boozer,

and men who beat wives,

and those who drink and drive.

I'm crazy and a  nut

I'm suppoed to care but.....                                     uck it.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is my life in a nutshell i believe. hence the title. Like that last phrase says... Fuck it. I cant be who THEY want me to be. and i dont want to try anymore.

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