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torment of one's self
How can I destroy my self
for the ones that I love
How can the ones I love hate me
How can the ones I care about
care less about me
and yet I sense I'm must
be wrong
they must care
the must love me
How could I be wrong
they must
they couldn't lie could they
they said they cared
so why can't they remember
the gummy bears
the kisses
the hugs
the love the joy
did I forget the light
did it leave my eyes
is that watt happened
I know it's my fault
but how to fix it and
still keep my word
I'm in pain and
release is forbidden
tears being me closer
closer and closer
my life is shaking
and no one believes me
so my word means naught
the one whose opinion counts
no longer believed
shall I count that as a release
or is telling me
to be strong
another way of bond
and another chain to
keep me to my word
my friends
need not know
the dreams I have nor
the things I need
