Christmas 1989

bloody spoons an' dirty needles litter the floor 
within these paper thin walls
sirens wailing ,bitch up stairs screaming 
why doesn't she just kill the son of a bitch 
guess she's waiting for me to do it 
neon flashing lights cast psychedelic shadows across the room reflecting off the pyramid of jack daniels bottles 
I call a christmas tree
playing russian roulette by myself on christmas eve 
is not the best of odds but then again what have I to lose
I heard a whisper that sounded like a dead memory
come listen to REO and help Me decorate My tree
oh my darling I wish I could but I'm lost 
an so far from home

~ D Donner ~ 

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 from the past. The gun as christmas tree very powerful attesting to emotional state, ultimately alone or ultimate longing for the familiar. Anywhere in the world, there is prosperity and poverty of the soul where the heart goes to sleep and the mind tries to figure out what the hell. Life. You have to own it. - a -