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The Ramblings Of A Madman its another one of those endless nights chalked full of loneliness
depression an unspoken fears
i'm trying so hard to stay strong but it feels like i'm losing
brought down by broken promises and shattered dreams
one pillow lays untouched the other soaked with a thousand
silent tears
laying wide awake in the dark listening to the ceiling fan hum
wondering if anyone could tell me the exact moment in time
it all went wrong
if we could just go back to the instant before there's no taking it back
to express ones deepest thoughts is to express ones deepest desires
and she is my deepest desire always was an always will be
I've prayed to any god that would listen to help me through the transition
of happily ever after and being alone
can anyone's god forgive me and say I lived a worthy life
I'd give all I am to make things right again
if I could just go back to that one moment in time
~ D Donner ~
One Point, Just One?
And the old woman said to Brad Pitt as Death, as Joe Black, "...We mostly lonely here too..."
.
I am my own best friend
I keep my secrets
I tell them all without
fear of being outted.
.
I walk with myself
and feel the joy the world
offers, the free stuff,
the god-sends, the shear
joyousness of inhaling
and exhaling.
.
I tell myself over and betimes
that this will not last alway
like the sprituals say. But now,
is the best time and the past
an old dance partner. What is,
is.
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Stella L. Crews
01-29-16
932a
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