What I thought was true love

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Love

Ever since you left me things all went down hill.

I keep hoping they will get better but it seems as if they never will.

I hurt and hurt for so ever long,

How in the hell am i goin to pretend to be strong.

I loved you then and I love you still.

My heart just seems like it always will.

Fuck the drama and fuck the rest.

All I know is that you are the very best.

I sometimes hope that she is just a tiny fling.

I hope you know that true love was what I thought I will always bring.

I told you this time was the last

But it sure did end really fast.

I dont know what I would do or say,

If you asked me back this very day.

You are what makes me laugh,

All I can do is dream at your photograph.

It hurts so much to see her with you,

Because I thought your love for me was true.

I realize that you will only be in my heart.

I felt strong feelings for you at the start.

I dont know if I could ever be with you any more

Becuase everytime we try you walk out the door.

Breaking my heart yet again.

Its like a game I'll never win.

All I wanted was for you to be happy.

Did things have to turn out to be so crappy?

I've come to realize I'm not the one for you.

Because whats great for me wasn't great for you too.

I know that the pain will never go away,

but let you know I think about you every day.

You are there in my dreams.

To me you mean more than it seems.

I will move on and let you be.

Just because I know you aren't satisfied with me.

I've gave you my all and it wasn't right.

I guess now you can sleep happily tonight.

It is a friendship that you want this time.

And my love for you I will end with this rhyme.

With us a couple I always thought always and forever.

But reality with us, is just friends, and lovers never.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is just how I felt about Josh, and realize that the feelings aren't mutual. That I just have to let go and move on!! <33

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Beautiful poem. Sorry shit ain't work out though. :-(