Lying to myself

This isnt who you are

This isn't  real

Are you an illusion?

Trying to toy with my mind

Am I really crazy

You...... your not real

Or are you

I dont  even recognize you

Your too caring

Your too different

why aren't you rude

Why arent you cunning

This cant be you

No, No

Your not real

But How

everything is so complex


I say

LISten to me

Why do i keep pushing you away

Stop! stop! stop it!

Or i'll lose you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

many people are confused by this poem! What is happeneing is that i have this great guy that i dont trust and i keep pushing him away!

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