I lack self confidence of love.

Haven't been on a while cause of my desires,

Love must be taken care of once you treasure it,

I got a virus, almost dead, but I'm stronger than I admire,

I'm always stuck in the ruts, but never confronting a bit.

 

I worry all alone miles away from my heart how I am,

I dream of things that never happen even as pure hearted,

Never stopping to give myself a break, I fear of being alone, damn,

Tearin myself up over nothing usually cause of my EMO parted.

 

Cry so much I look like a warrior from the midst of hell for myself,

I do what I want to finish my stories of pride, but I never stop,

Carrying threw storms of rage, and freezing ice storms to be myself,

I never stop to give myself any of the credits of what its like from atop.

 

Maybe one day I can learn to love myself more than others I treasure,

I yearn for the day I can be happy with myself without climbing miles of mountains,

Independence should be a better way of life yet its lonely, and colder than weather,

But I'll keep living for all of your lives, all I need is to know I can help in the world not frightened.