I have to find

In between the seconds I found

time to breathe

In between the lines I found

sentences to read

In between the raindrops I found

places to keep dry

When my whole world was falling apart I found

reasons not to cry

But when I lost you

I lost track

of time and place

All I could find then

were the tears running down my face

Now all I find is

nightmares when I sleep

the only feeling I find

is a sorrow so deep

Now I'm sitting here with a switchblade knife

searhing for a reason not to end this fucking life...

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Kris Hoffman's picture

dammit. my minds a tornado---this evokes power---im spinning---this places me in the *smack* middle of emotion and questioning...discovery and unsatisfaction---connection---and fear of [that]very connection...did i say i was spinning??