PostPoems Be Artistic. Be Creative. Be Inspired!

I still just want the same thing I have always wanted though everyday for the last 5 years it has felt completely impossible. I just want to be able to take care of us on my own, I need to figure out exactly how that works for me..... Something here really has to change, I need this life to turn into what I use to dream it could be. I need to believe harder and be stronger than I feel. I haveto keep getting up everytime I get knocked down and I need to let go of the mistakes I have made and fight back against the dear of failure. I need to push harder like I use to. I often feel like some how without me seeing something was stolen from me. No more loses no more trying to make friends to be honest I dont have a whole lot of time for them. Me and the kids, house work and work work!!