Heal Me

My heart feels so heavy

My thots

Are dragging

From my head

To my toes

And it's bringing down my heart

I'm crying

Hitting the desk

And I throw my clock



Break motherfucker BREAK



My empty soul...

The hole in my heart...

The 3 small cuts..on my arm



I look at my arm

And the cuts that I have made

Running my finger on my arm

On the surface of my skin

Smooth and soft



Tear it up

Cut it with a razor

Fuck it all up



My stomach is turning

My face is soaking

Can't love

I'll never love

Can't heal

I'll never heal



I wish I were happy

Right this moment

Would U stay here with me

Would U comfort me

Would U care for me

Would U hold me

And never let go

Eat away my pain

Heal my scars...



No



Deepen my scars

Build up the pain

Throw me down

Hate me

Leave me here to cry

Depressed & stressed

Right this moment

Throw me away

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ultimprv's picture

I feel your pain
but as long as you have the
gift of writer's gab
the cuts on your arms need not
take place physically
one can cut deeper through word
allowing the awareness of release
and relief to flow

Much Respect, One Love