needs 10-25-05

What do I want?

I want to live a life

An amazing, successful life

I want to live one day

Where I feel good

A day

Full of happiness

I want to have a moment

That’s worth a lifetime

I want some Oreo’s

With milk too

I want people to leave me alone

For everyone to just disappear

I want to get high

To live in that world of haze

Where I’m the only one that matters.

To feel nothing

But; I want to feel loves

Not by just anyone

But her

I want her to love me.

As her daughter-

She should hear me

I want somebody to listen

To hear what I have to say

I want to be able to love

Somebody, anyone

But to love someone like me

Would prove I’m not messed up

That its her choice not my fault

She can’t accept me

Won’t love me

It’s not my fault I’m hated

I want to get rid of the memories

To destroy the evidence

I want to forget it all

All she’s done

I want her to go

Far away

Where I’ll never have to see her again

I want the world

To conquer it

To live in control of my own life

Without her.

So what do I want?

I want to be a bird

To soar far away from her grips of hatred

No, that’s not true

What do I want?

I want for her to die.

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