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2007 A few years later So much to say but the words never come out,
I see you, go gigs with you, talk for hours
yet I never manage to find the time,
to sit down with you tell you everything.
I guess sometimes something aren't meant to be,
so I carry on day in day out, just keeping to myself.
I guess i've learnt that no matter what happens we'll
always be the best of friends but deep down I want more.
From the moment we met bout 5 years ago now,
til this very day I knew we'd stay in touch
but part of me never really got over you
you never really gave me the chance to explain.
You've always been everything to me
everything I could ever ask for in a guy,
You were my sweetheart, and in my heart always
and forever till then end of time will be.
it's good you still care about this person... but if he turned away in the first place why fawn over him despite that? You seem to want him on a much deeper level than he wants you.... or wanted you... Don't you want something on a level that's the same as yours?
I can understand the want for what could have been... but there's no use in surrounding yourself in a dream that will become a nightmare...
I Think Fondly
on the one that got away that I wanted to stay - had some great hours together, great days/nights, visits, dinners, church going too - just was not meant for us - but sometimes I think of him fondly - not her so much, but he was a mission -slc=