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Why do I have to deal with this shit? 

The doctors tell me "there's no way to fix it"

I'm stuck in a loop of feel bad and regret it

Regret the course of action I took to feel good

I now move with intention, and the shortest route possible

What horse shit, I'm better than this

I deserve the good life

What have I done to myself??

I feel like a monster, a freak, a failure, a reject

Big red X painted over my chest

Is the damage truly irreparable?

Sure try surgery

Let me sugar coat my fist and uppercut your face in one swift movement 

Or maybe I'd lock up 

One click and i'd miss 

Your dumb ugly mug

God damnit! 

I wish for so much more than this

I'm better than this

I'm

better than this!