To Have Not

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I do not know if I will see another winter.
This one was the most monstrous yet. Before,

youth prevailed. Pain, bone deep spoke

incessantly. Not a giving up, an acceptance.

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How you are moment by, how you wish

and think, believe, and put off. Decide to live

another one. Make coffee. Or make tea. Choose

to inhale. Lie or truth, satisfaction is not 

anyone's lot long. Work is boredom, a

favorite story or song is not the same

a decade before the grave.

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The me first mantra is protect and thrive,

the you first sacrifice and destitution earned

becomes a lone destiny. If you have always

had, not having will be hard.

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Lady A

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