Hermit King

 

 

I put the weight of the world on myself voluntarily 

Sometimes through my eyes decline is everything I see

Quite difficult to live in a society slowly crumbling

Hard to say there's a future when it always feels like lying

 

 

A million better things I could be doing to be productive

Try and keep the mind occupied and avoid the familiar destructive

This infinite self-torture I hate, but yet so seductive

Fight the urge to go hiding in the comfortable reclusive 

 

 

Hermit king

Close myself off from the outside fires

To attack myself is such a strange desire

Hermit king, no hope I bring

 

 

Forget the world and all its overpopulated vermin

Sit down in the cellar and listen to my rotting sermon

Hollow children with few reasons to live and many reasons to die

I could tell them they have a future, but I am much too angry to lie

Such a brittle smile

I will get to life, but it is time to give up for a while

 

 

Hermit king

Close myself off from the outside fires

To attack myself is such a strange desire

Hermit king

Pretend this nightmare is some great dream

Give in again since it is as bad as it all seems

Hermit king, dying inside while living

Hermit king, no hope I bring

 
 
By Adam Keith McElwain
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