This is Me

There is no place for me

In this happy family

Goes so good for a week or two

Then I screw it up with something I do

Never can my happiness last long

By now I should have been gone

Why am I here

My life has no purpose I fear

Try as i might to live a good life

It never improves and I cry every night

I am beyond repair

I look for help and no ones there

Dipping back into the darkness

Could eisily be rid of all of this

Why not leave this living hell

To begin the eternal life I can smell

I have no direction

Thought I had the concentration

I cant make it anymore

Getting closer to going out that door

Ever breath another torturus stone

Every one thrown down from that throne

Even when its only him I try to please

He tears me down, down to my knees

There is a whole world outside of me

A whole world I will never see

With tears falling from my face

I dare to think about taking myself out of the race

Who would hurt, how long

When Im gone

Im am done

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Irina K's picture

good job...
thats how i feel most of the times.
u can feel free to talk to me if u want, im a good listener.
we live close to eachother!
bye