As I sit in the shower
I cry a tear for all the pain
As I fall to the floor
You don’t hear the thud
You're not around to see the blood
You don’t watch my nails
As they dig into my skin
But if I bleed then why am I still here
Why are you talking to me right now
You wonder why
It’s because I just couldn’t
I couldn’t just end it then
But the scars are there
I hide them so you don’t see
Because you don’t see the real me
I don’t think anyone does
But don’t think that just because
I didn’t end it today
That I won’t end it tomorrow
I am alone
Still here because of them
Those few people who love me
Those few people who still care